my whole life I have loved a man who has died 34 years ago. For the first 17 years I had two communications from him over the phone when I was in great need of comfort. He never spoke to me as such but I knew it was him and felt what he wanted to say. For the next 17 years I got involved with another spirit who taught me a great deal about art and let go of the man I loved for I needed to move on and grow somehow, which was my loved one's wish before he left this earth. For the last year I have been thinking of the man I loved and hoped he would contact me to let me know he is around and maybe that he still loves me. I have had a couple of winks as I call them but nothing that really convinced me he is still around. I guess what I am looking for is the reassurance I will finally see him again. Unfortunately I am often sad at the thought he might be gone, reincarnated in another life and that I will have to look for him forever?