Thank you so much for bringing a great big smile back on my face! You are a very compassionate man.

It's funny that after all the experiences I've had with spirits I should still doubt and miss him this much but I'm just another human being or a spirit temporarily living in this body. So many years and so many tears. What I had to learn in this life was to go deeper and love myself and ultimately others. I was a very hard kid, one of those street kids who had never felt loved. He had come from a very loving family just good people and I could not understand why he'd have any interest in me. I kept challenging him cause I was sure he would eventually grow tired of me and abandon me like the rest. But he unfaillingly reached for me and held me tight till in a very short while, a desire to change grew inside. For once I could think of others and I wanted to give instead of taking. When he died I felt I had lost my entire family. BUt he had planted this seed of love in me so I hung on and life did the rest.

When I first met him, I saw the moment of his death but being young and inexperienced I did not trust this vision. I should have ran to never come back but what kept me there, riveted to this man was a deep feeling of intimacy. I knew him eventhough we had never met. If I had to do it again, I would not change my place for anybody elses, never in thousands of life times.

Thanks again Craig,

Very much love and peace to you

Johanna